Lost in my Mind

It started with the way you -

where did it start? -

perhaps it was the smile,

no, I think it was the accent that shows up for certain, specific vowel sounds,

and then I think it was that look you get sometimes-

that momentary dissolution into reaction

that I find so charming that I often feel unable to resist the urge

to say bizarre little things

just to watch you delight over them, for an instant or so.

My head is running away from me

and taking all my good sense with it.

A Nervous Tic Motion of the Head to the Left

Nothing nothing nothing

sounds the way I want it to

or says the things I want to say

without telling the whole internet

all my dirty secrets.